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Le 1er Novembre 2020 touche \u00e0 sa fin, et je n’ai pas \u00e9crit une ligne pour ces challenges. Je participe pour la premi\u00e8re fois au Nanowrimo et au Challenge AZ des G\u00e9n\u00e9a-bloggueurs, et je n’ai pas pris la ligne de d\u00e9part. Je ne ressens m\u00eame pas de honte, enfin\u2026 pas vraiment. Il y aurait m\u00eame un l\u00e9ger sentiment de victoire, quelque chose qui dirait \u00ab Ah ah, tu vois, tu n’as pas le cran. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oh je sais bien ce qui s’est pass\u00e9… Les hordes de la peur se sont lev\u00e9es d\u00e8s l’instant o\u00f9 j’ai mis de l’enjeu sur ces d\u00e9fis. Des voix venues d\u2019une autre \u00e9poque ont commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 g\u00e9mir leur angoisse du plaisir, et leur p\u00e8re le doute a pos\u00e9 doucement sa main froide sur mon \u00e9paule.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u2019ai pleur\u00e9. Combien de temps encore vais-je devoir passer dans ce couloir insipide, \u00e0 regarder cette vie, \u00ab ma \u00bb vie, se d\u00e9rouler sans la joie consciente du lien au monde ? J\u2019ai pleur\u00e9 la mis\u00e8re de ma condition humaine, et j\u2019ai fini par accepter d\u2019\u00eatre petite et de ne pas savoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Non, je ne sais pas. Je ne sais pas comment ce livre va s\u2019\u00e9crire, ni ces articles, ni cette newsletter, ni le reste dont je n\u2019ai pas encore id\u00e9e. Mais ils vont sortir. Oui, je mettrai au monde ces mots qui attendent dans l\u2019antichambre, de l\u2019autre c\u00f4t\u00e9 du miroir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Le 1er Novembre 2020 touche \u00e0 sa fin, et je n’ai pas \u00e9crit une ligne pour ces challenges. Je participe pour la premi\u00e8re fois au Nanowrimo et au Challenge AZ des G\u00e9n\u00e9a-bloggueurs, et je n’ai pas pris la ligne de d\u00e9part. Je ne ressens m\u00eame pas de honte, enfin\u2026 pas vraiment. Il y aurait m\u00eame […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1401,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[119],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-319","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-pourquoi"],"yoast_head":"\nFaux d\u00e9part - Laure Martin, psychopraticienne \u00e0 Bordeaux<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/lauremartin.fr\/slowfeelflow\/pourquoi\/faux-depart\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"fr_FR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Faux d\u00e9part - Laure Martin, psychopraticienne \u00e0 Bordeaux\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Le 1er Novembre 2020 touche \u00e0 sa fin, et je n’ai pas \u00e9crit une ligne pour ces challenges. 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